hello dad well its finally arrive the first christmas with out you it is going to be hard at times especially tomorrow christmas day but i won't cry as i know you would't want that but it washes over me like a big wave at times me,martyn and granny are going to have a drink for you tonight and i know that where you are you will be having abloody good drink and a good sing song i know you will be with me sian and stephanie always i miss you more than you would ever know keep in touch lots of love for ever merry christmas dad love susan xxxxxxxxxx